UGH.. family

very frustrated with my family.. after everyone planning other thanksgivings and being out of town.. people are already dominating xmas... piss on it... my hubby will be home and i will just do my thing too then... i can appreciate the time i have with my family not pretend like their burdens, assholes.

My girls and i participated in TWLOHA ... for those who are really depressed and not just seeking attention... i was there before I met my husband... i am sick to death of certain other people saying how no one understands them .. but when they ask for anything they have someone else standing behind them KISSING THEIR ASS.. thanks guys.. fuck you too.

sorry that was my hello and vent from this morning...

on the good side... dish is paid... monday i can pay the past two months rent... and have money left for gas and stuff... YAY!!! to hell with those who don't want to support me and continue being my friend in my time of need... I dont need their asses anyhow!

Have a good day to all might be more later keep on checking

ONE OF THOSE DAYS--VENT

SOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... after the past few days i need to vent... when it rains.. it pours!
** hubby joined military
** best friend decided she doesn't want to be friends anymore (ditched me for someone she's told me she couldnt STAND for the past ... 2 years??)
**helped out some friends/family by letting them move in
** got my bills ran up my gas ran out and no help
** got eviction thread for being almost a full 3 months behind...
**satelite got shut off
**friend/cousin moved out in the middle of the day when i was gone with no warning
**find out hubby has been watching porn on his PS3 when i was perfectly capable and offering...
** out 2 year old is having daddy withdrawls and turning them into tantrums and mommy abuse...
** BOTH of the only two friends that promised to be behind me this whole time have banded together, cut me out, and are LYING TO ME ABOUT IT!!!


FINALLY the good from this week

♥ phone call from hubby
♥ letter from hubby
♥ someones buying the blazer
♥ found out i AM getting hubby's check so i won't be homeless
♥ Had a good friend come down he will be staying for a couple weeks and helping me with the girls, and with some bills
♥ will finally have some pictures of my girls  and some good ones of the new baby (FREE)

sorry about the vent, but as the title states... i am a VERY forward person this blog will be told like it is and i am  FRESH OUT OF SUGAR

Who i am

Young mom, tired of fake people needing a place to vent... don't judge me i wont judge you .. i live for nothing other than trying to be nice to people and making sure my family has all they need. Yet i ALWAYS get shafted...