Ok.. seriously... dont stop speaking to me then decide to write me an apology note on facebook that really isn't apologizing for anything. I posted about this a few days ago and i've have more and more time to think... if you and CUNT FACE want to live together like lesbians in some new big city and do nothing with your lives that's great grand have a great friggin time...but neither of you could hack it here living at home with friend and family support with out whining like a fucking 2 year old kid with a hurt finger!!!!!
Don't post pics of my KIDS that you have lying around... DONT msg me... DELETE my fucking number, leave me the hell alone. I thought for maybe two seconds i could find it in my heart to understand why you guys decided that it was awesome to cal me a horrible mom, and a bad friend, and turn it all around on me... then i got some sleep, hugged my kids, and all i can think of is FUCK YOU YOU DUMB CUNTS! When you struggle and stop being two faced long enough to realize that none of your friends know the real you and if they did they'd HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS... then maybe you can come talk to me... with both of your faces in tact.. and then maybe i'll let you give me a genuine apology.. but i doubt it... My life is going places, and we may struggle to get there but at least i fucking know what real life is... I dont live in a fantasy fuckign world with little happy endings.. fuck half the time the ending is the worst part and i skip over it... but i know that it will all be ok, i dont need someone to give me the cushy answer and hand my things.
i know you cant read this and i dont really give a shit.. i'm just tired of holding onto it so i am putting it out there... and if you can read this.. GOOD. because i guess in a way you deserve to know.. but then again i deserved the respect to be treated like an adult for BEING an adult not a fucking kid running around and going all over gods green earth blowing money when i didn't have a job or money to put food on the table. But in the end, you will remember it your way and i will remember the truth.
I feel a little better
Good night to my non-existant readers
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